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Hai semua..
today i want to share something dat hve touched my heart badly today..
do u know what is it??
okkk, let me tell u..
Today, ziyad dgr crmah about Haji..
B4 diz, ziyad cant bear to d ceramah for a long time as d climax comes, i'll fall asleep..
but today, ziyad can open my eyes without needs help from choclate or friends to wake me up..
it is very fantastic n awesme rite??
hEhEhE
when i heard people telling their story going overc, i'll feel proud enough to them,
coz they got money to go there,
they have nice experienced there..
n i'll smile bcoz of their stories..
when i saw people going to Mekah for Haji,
i cant stop my tears, although they r not frm fmly..
perasaan yg sgt anehhh..
ziyad terasa ingin ke sana..
ziyad terasa rindu ke sana although i nver gne thre b4
it sounds weird rite??
dat's what i feel rite nOw..
Ya Allah, moga dapat aku ke sana sebelum ajal menjemput ku..
moga sempatku menunaikan rukun Islam yg ke 5
dalam pda itu, aku akan mncri n mnrka ilmu agama yg ak benar2x ketandusan saat ini..
aku terasa tersgtlah kerdil n hina krna bny bnd ak tdk tahu..
sebelum ke SANA, ku hrap, ilmu ku sdh ckup mantap agar Haji yg Mabrur dpt ku lksanakan..
labbaikallahhummalabaik..labbaikkalasyarikalakalabaikkk..
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Kejamkah diri ini? Jahatkah diri ini?Aku xpinta semua ini terjadi..Andai bisa inginku putarkan msa itu, agar bisa ku mngubah semuanya..
Tolonglah selesaikan kemelut yg ku hadpi ini..sungguh ku tersepit..Ya Allah, btpa jhat nya aku persoalkan semua ini..knpa perasaan itu hrus hdir??knp aku mula mnyintainya??
dia sahabatku..aku xpatut menyintai seseorang yg kwan aku suke..aku taw kwan ak ske kn dia,knp ak begitu kjam pergi mnyukai org yg sme..
today i'm devoted, to chase diz feeling away from my life..i dont want to cry, but i cant force my tears to stop..
ketahuilah bhwa aku mencintaimu n aku tdk thu bila perasaan itu hdir..but uols dont need to wery bout me, coz m a girl who have courage in her life..who can face all diz without holding to anyone..she can stand by her own..she can smile happily even she cries secretly in her heart..
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Ya Allah, knpa kau hadirkan rasa cinta dalam jiwaku??Ya Allah, aku sgt tkt untuk mencintai dan dicintai..aku tahu, perasaan itu adalah anugerah yg terindah yg xbisa aku persoalkan.. Ya Allah, jika perasaan ini bisa membunuhku dlm diam,maka, kau hapuskanlah ia..aku takut utk mencintai..aku takut utk dicintai..
hadirkanlah rasa itu saat aku bersedia..hadirkanlah rasa itu saat aku memerlukan ia..
andai kata mmg benar dia yg kau tetapkan utk ku,maka kau satukanlah kami dgn ikatan yg sah..
kpd org itu-->tettttsaya minta maaf krna terlanjur menyukai awk..sya akn cbe n dlm proses menghapuskan rasa itu..maaf jika awk xslsa..perasaan ini sya akn hpuskan jika ia bisa memusnahkan persahabatan kita..biarlah persahabatan yg terjalin tidak rosak n terburai di tepi jalan gara2x perasaan ini..
nota_kaki
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kepenatan akhirnya berakhir jua..kenapa penat sangat nie?
ummmm,actually ziyad bru jew selesai cmping Unit Beruniform (UB),Kem Nur laman Bestari at Ulu Yam,spe ley teka ziyad msuk UB apa??
hah?? PBSM..yupp, u r rite.
mse kt previous school, which r primary n scndry school,ziyad prefered Putri Islam rather than others UB..
why?coz, xder bny aktvt n lbey feminin..hEhEhE
Now, ziyad wants to b involved wif PBSM..why??saje jew la nk cbe n try to get new experiences..aiGooooO..
siyesly, ziyad ase bestt sgt msuk PBSM..WHY??sbb lecturersnye pown nice n easy to talk..xder ler demand sgt.
..S O.. Z I Y A D.. E N J O Y..
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OOok sume, dah lme ziyad xupdate blog ziyad yg tercinta nie kn??ummmm, sory n sory n sory..m quite bz with a bundle of esemens to be submitted on d same day..
Oook, sape taw ziyad blaja kt ner??hahhhh? no one knw it??sdey la cm nie..
actually ziyad blaja kt Institut Pendidikan Guru (IPG) Kampus Ilmu Khas..Hehehe..bakal cikgu, cam xcye jew kn..
kat sini ziyad ambik cos Teaching English for Second Language (TESL)..yg part nie smp skunk ziyad still xcye ziyad ley ambik coz yg luar dri bdang kemampuan ziyad..unbelievable u knw!!hoohoohoo
budak otak kira2x ambik cos literature..haduyaiiii..no wonder la life pown cam tunggang terbalik jew..hEhEhE
mse mula2 ziyad msuk sini, ziyad bermula dengan ZERO n ziyad hrap akn end wif HERO..yg xreti speaking, low self confident, unable to talk fluentlyskunk da brni to talk, to give opinion, n one more think, ziyad da change skit from low self confident to not to high but medium self confident..hAhAhAsuke suki jew kn..mmg ikt ske ziyad pown, blog ziyad, ske ati ziyad la..LaLaLaaaa
"hidup nie kadang kita xkan dapat apa yg kita nak..n kadang apa yg kita xnk tu la sebenarnya yg terbaik utk kita.."
aku_daQ_tEsl_
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